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Hide my face by Lizixlethal Hide my face :iconlizixlethal:Lizixlethal 3 5 Vulnerable II by Lizixlethal
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Vulnerable II :iconlizixlethal:Lizixlethal 9 3
My tears for you by Lizixlethal My tears for you :iconlizixlethal:Lizixlethal 3 1 Desperation by Lizixlethal Desperation :iconlizixlethal:Lizixlethal 2 0 Pain II by Lizixlethal Pain II :iconlizixlethal:Lizixlethal 2 0 Dead by Lizixlethal Dead :iconlizixlethal:Lizixlethal 3 0
unrequited love letter
I figured this would be the easiest way to get to you since you're so busy all the time. Reading a letter would probably take a shorter time than actually talking. Talking on the phone or texting is a little disrupting where a letter just gets it over with quick and everything said can be more or less thought out and I can get everything out that I want to say.
First off, I'm honestly terrified of losing you. I'm afraid that what I have to say will just piss you off and shove you away, but I need to get it out before I totally fall apart like I'm starting to. Some people see it and some people don't but I'm starting to tear at the seams. So before I totally lose it, I want to let you into my mind in a way. Not to sound creepy haha. But yes, I do still like you unfortunately. Yes you hurt me and I instinctively lied and said I didn't. I don't know what you think hurt me but it wasn't because you called me irritating and impulsive because I admit that
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pain by Lizixlethal pain :iconlizixlethal:Lizixlethal 5 0 Bloody end by Lizixlethal Bloody end :iconlizixlethal:Lizixlethal 0 0 Take my heart by Lizixlethal Take my heart :iconlizixlethal:Lizixlethal 1 0
It's the Anticipation,
That's the worst.
The preparation,
The anxiety.
The rest is Impulse,
A quick jump,
a fast plunge,
a solid sweep.
Then it's over,
faster than a breath.
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True expressiveness by Lizixlethal True expressiveness :iconlizixlethal:Lizixlethal 1 0 Throw it away (color) by Lizixlethal Throw it away (color) :iconlizixlethal:Lizixlethal 2 0 magic skull (inked) by Lizixlethal magic skull (inked) :iconlizixlethal:Lizixlethal 1 0 Stay with me... (inked) by Lizixlethal Stay with me... (inked) :iconlizixlethal:Lizixlethal 1 0 Stay with me... by Lizixlethal Stay with me... :iconlizixlethal:Lizixlethal 2 0


Wip Fancy Tier Cosplay by Crystalxchaos Wip Fancy Tier Cosplay :iconcrystalxchaos:Crystalxchaos 1 6 Heart's Desire by cemac Heart's Desire :iconcemac:cemac 142 67 Lady with Butterflies by Rai-Rai-Black-Rose Lady with Butterflies :iconrai-rai-black-rose:Rai-Rai-Black-Rose 8 12 Faith by Anuksut Faith :iconanuksut:Anuksut 16 14 Moment before Death (With youtube tutorial) by JoJoesArt Moment before Death (With youtube tutorial) :iconjojoesart:JoJoesArt 4,069 178 Black Widow Costume to School by Crystalxchaos Black Widow Costume to School :iconcrystalxchaos:Crystalxchaos 18 5 Rough Draw of Sober Gamzee by Crystalxchaos Rough Draw of Sober Gamzee :iconcrystalxchaos:Crystalxchaos 4 2 Breathe In by Crystalxchaos Breathe In :iconcrystalxchaos:Crystalxchaos 2 0 Fallout Angel by CantonHeroine Fallout Angel :iconcantonheroine:CantonHeroine 1,507 383 Make A Wish by Crystalxchaos Make A Wish :iconcrystalxchaos:Crystalxchaos 8 0
Sherlock Holmes Is Falling Down.(BBC's Sherlock)
“It’s the best thing about me” Jim said smiling. “What?” Sebastian questioned. “I’m unexpected, Sherlock never figured out the truth, not once. It’s such a shame our game has to end” Despite his tone, Jim’s grin never faltered.
Sebastian and Jim walked silently, until they reached the stairs, leading to the roof, they both climbed them, when they reached the roof Jim began to sing quietly, to the tune of London bridge is falling down, “Sherlock Holmes is falling down, falling down, falling down, Sherlock Holmes is falling down, my dear sebby”. Sebastian would of smiled, ever so slightly, at his boss, and maybe even, friend’s creepily cheerful tune, If it wasn’t for the fate of one of them.
“Sherlock Holmes is falling down, my dear Jimmy” Sebastian sang.  “Remember, if he fails, take the gun, Aim, fire”. Sebastian nodded. “I know boss”.  “You have the l
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Broken by Crystalxchaos Broken :iconcrystalxchaos:Crystalxchaos 3 5
Self Image
No hips
Dry lips
Small eyes
Fatty thighs
Scarred skin
And just as ugly within
No matter the beauty you all seem to see
All I see is everything that's wrong with me.
I'm sure you see it too
the voice in my head is telling me its true.
That voice has gotten so very loud
there's nothing left of which I can be proud.
It's torn apart my last bit of self-worth
and nothing said can get rid of the hurt.
Go ahead and tell me it's not true
but know now I won't listen to you.
I really want the voice to go away
but it's all I've ever had and it's here to stay.
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Follow the happiness by knows-things Follow the happiness :iconknows-things:knows-things 14 4 Colors of the Wind by JoJoesArt Colors of the Wind :iconjojoesart:JoJoesArt 4,855 265 Wip Iggy In Rain by Crystalxchaos Wip Iggy In Rain :iconcrystalxchaos:Crystalxchaos 2 0

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Open to any and all commissions. You want it, I draw it (or write it). Just tell me who and what you want! just $5-$10!

Please buy some of my prints if you like my art! most things are on sale!

I love art. sometimes its the only thing that keeps me going through the hard times. It lets me express the emotions that I want people to see but I can't put into words.

I like to dress up and do some crazy make up designs and make my own costumes with whatever weird things I can find in my closet (or my mom's closet) and I just throw something interesting together. Photography is pretty amazing but I have not yet mastered the skill so please be merciful and have patience.

I have some really good friends that I absolutely adore and others I love but occasionally find irritating. People being stupid, rude, or crude really irritates me. I have a sense of humor and I do like dirty jokes and innuendos but to a point. There is a line that should not be crossed.

I'm not religious and anyone who tries to convert me will find that I'm not that easy to win over. Really not possible.

I love reading and some of my favorite books right now are:
13 reasons why - Jay Asher
The Space between - Brenna Yovanoff
Putting Makeup on the Fat Boy - Bill Wright
Gemini Bites - Patrick Ryan
The Hush Hush series - Becca Fitzpatrick.
The books are not in any particular order but these are good books.

So in love with metal and rock music but other music is good too except rap, country, and anything from the disney channel.

Open to any and all commissions. You want it, I draw it (or write it). Just tell me who and what you want! just $5-$10!

Current Residence: Santa Clara, CA
Favourite genre of music: metal, rock, sometimes classical
Favourite style of art: photography, portraits
MP3 player of choice: Ipod touch
Favourite cartoon character: Sebastian (Kuroshitsuji)
I'm deactivating this account fairly soon and getting rid of all my artwork. within the next few weeks I will slowly start throwing everything that was mine or represents me away before I too disappear. If you like something and want to keep it, you may want to buy it now.
  • Listening to: nothing
  • Reading: nothing
  • Watching: nothing
  • Playing: nothing
  • Eating: nothing
  • Drinking: nothing



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Crystalxchaos Featured By Owner Dec 3, 2012  Student General Artist
Please hun talk to me respond.
Lizixlethal Featured By Owner Dec 3, 2012
I can't.
Crystalxchaos Featured By Owner Dec 3, 2012  Student General Artist
I know you're angry about me not dumping her, but I'm not trying to abandon you! Can't you see that I care about you so much? We can work out that later, but please PLEASE talk to me. I'm so worried I need to make sure you're okay...
Lizixlethal Featured By Owner Dec 3, 2012
I'm not fucking okay brianna! I've never been "okay"! I'm breaking!! I'm breaking so bad! I'm done...
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Crystalxchaos Featured By Owner Dec 3, 2012  Student General Artist
Why not?
xxMoonGoddess Featured By Owner Dec 2, 2012  Hobbyist Photographer
Um... If you don't mind me asking.. I was talking to :iconcrystalxchaos: and I was just wondering.. Do you like her? like, like like her. romantically.
Lizixlethal Featured By Owner Dec 2, 2012
Who's this? And she has a gf so..... Doesn't really matter if I do or don't. And we're not talking currently.
xxMoonGoddess Featured By Owner Dec 2, 2012  Hobbyist Photographer
why not?
Lizixlethal Featured By Owner Dec 2, 2012
She prefers her gf over me and doesn't want to listen to me.
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