(NAME EDITED OUT TO STAY ANONYMOUS),
I figured this would be the easiest way to get to you since you're so busy all the time. Reading a letter would probably take a shorter time than actually talking. Talking on the phone or texting is a little disrupting where a letter just gets it over with quick and everything said can be more or less thought out and I can get everything out that I want to say.
First off, I'm honestly terrified of losing you. I'm afraid that what I have to say will just piss you off and shove you away, but I need to get it out before I totally fall apart like I'm starting to. Some people see it and some people don't but I'm starting to tear at the seams. So before I totally lose it, I want to let you into my mind in a way. Not to sound creepy haha. But yes, I do still like you unfortunately. Yes you hurt me and I instinctively lied and said I didn't. I don't know what you think hurt me but it wasn't because you called me irritating and impulsive because I admit that